Dreams of light

A wasted voice they send
No one believes this beauty that they recieve
A sharpened point they said
The speed it's giving hidden message
The ashless breath again
Here comes the sun
Upheaval of new
As hatred grows again
Follow the leaders of life to the end
As hatred grows again
All of the sleepers coming down from their cause
Dreams of light
I've had them all my life
All the time
No i don't know a reason living in guilt
Shame inside these eyes again inside my head
Upheaval of new scrape through this life again
I truly tried
I can not figure it out
Is it worth something so symbolic
A heaven
It seems to come out so messed up
It's faith depleting unrelenting.