Hearing voices

I've got no future, I've got no life
Do I surrender, give up my knife
The thought of hate, it makes me wise
Can I remember, all my lies
[CHORUS]
If I had a heart
It would be gray
I love my Mother, and don't know why
Commit to murder, then watch her die
I'm blaming God, no other choice
I have to follow, my inner voice
[REPEAT CHORUS]
Hearing voices inside my head
Oh my God, I wish that I was dead
Hearing voices inside my head
I sit here all alone
I am always alone
It's easier to hate
Than love