Dancing in the rain

Can someone tell me what I've done wrong?
I don't wanna see your face all day long
Can't fall asleep when you're not lying by my side
But when I wake up I won't look into your eyes

I don't know what's wrong with me
I can't make it right
When we start to talk, we start to fight
I'm smiling while I'm crying, I don't wanna be alone
I'm dancing in the rain on and on

I don't want you, I don't need you
but I just can't live without you

I can't say it's over 'cause you're always coming back
With all the tears in your eyes, I'm feeling like a wreck
In this relationship in which we're in
It's not love anymore, it's routine