Transfer affection

I'm trying to transfer affection,
Trying to feel factor four.
Trying to change my direction,
To go where I was once before.
Don't try to tell me now that I'm out here on my own

And there's no way to carry on.
Don't try to tell me that there's nothing left to hide
Nothing inside.

I'm trying to break all connections,
Burning a hole in my heart.
Trying to transfer affection
Is starting to tear me apart.

Don't try to tell me now that I'm out here on my own
And there's no way to carry on.
Don't try to tell me that there's nothing left to hide
Nothing inside.
Don't try to tell me now that I'm out here on my own
And there's no way to carry on.
Don't try to tell me that there's nothing left to hide
Nothing inside.

I'm tired, but then on reflection,
It's so hard to open my eyes
To try reaching out for affection,
It's so hard to break the disguise.

Hold on, hold on