I've been losing you

It wasn't the rain that washed away
Rinsed out the colours of your eyes
Putting the gun down on the bedside table
I must have realized
It wasn't the rain that made no difference
And I could have sworn it wasn't me
Yet I did it all so coldly, almost slowly
Plain for all to see

Oh, come on
Please, now talk to me
Tell me things I could find helpful
How can I stop now?
Is there nothing I can do?
I have lost my way
I've been losing you

I can still hear our screams competing
You're hissing your s's like a snake
Now in the mirror stands
Half a man I thought no one could break
It wasn't the rain that made no difference
Nervously drumming on run away
But I want the guilt to get me
Thoughts to wreck me, preying on my mind

Oh, come on
Please, now talk to me
Tell me things I could find helpful
How can I stop now?
Is there nothing I can do?
I have lost my way
I've been losing you

Please, now talk to me
Tell me things I could find helpful
How can I stop now?
Is there nothing I can do?
Please, now talk to me
Tell me, tell me what to do (helpful)
How can I stop now?
Is there nothing I can do?
I have lost my way
I've been losing you
You, I've been losing you
You, I've been losing you