Gnawing lisp

I have this massive flaw
I misinterpretation of what
Some think I am or have done
To a group of individuals

It's a one sided story
Fabricated for the better of none
It's hard to forget
Like so many things in life

That is burned deep within
It's hard to let go
Like so many times before
I want this wiped out

I have felt the bitter laugh's
Warm breath on the tip of my ear
Whispers of disapproval, it was degrading

Corrupted one liners
To make it seem like
I was at fault
I was at fault