The last time we say goodbye

Here we go again:
So intense.
Are you gonna leave?
It oughta be me
For a change.
It's strange,
As if I know
I'm never coming home.

(If I'm over you, it's over.)
Can't believe it's true.
(We'll be on our own tomorrow.)

It's overdue.
If I hadn't done it, could you? We
Needed to break,
Save ourselves
From this hell.
Funny that it's my turn this time, the last time we say goodbye.

If I were to cry,
Tell a lie,
Would it dull the pain
Or start it again?
After years
Of tears,
We'll heal the scars
That proved we'd grown apart.

(If you're over me, it's over.)
Can't believe it's true.
(We'll be on our own tomorrow.)

(Over... )
We're over.
(Finished... )
Finally. (three syllables)
(Better to be lonely... )
One word and then we're free.
(Then I'm gone for good.)