Upside down

all my life is in the past
i reflect but it can't last
she walked out forever more
lock me nail shut the door

upside down is where i'm at
too confused to go to bat
left me here within these walls
left me here without a pause

when i'm upside down

here i am i'm all alone
here i sit upon my throne
lonely king no subjects here
was i right i'll always fear