Crystal clear

I watch the waves upon the water, searching for a reason
But I know it isn't there (I know it isn't there, I know it isn't there)
And so I struggle with the meaning, despite of all this feelings
I know it isn't fair (I know it isn't fair, I know it isn't fair)

So I lie awake, hope and pray
The emptiness I feel inside would just go away
But it's plain to see, what's killing me
I've realised I'm not afraid to love you

Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain
I know you were always there
Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad
I know you were always there
I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear
Where do I go from here?

I hear it echoing like thunder
Blanking my memories, of all my yesterdays
And still I struggle with the meaning, dispite of all this feelings
To tell who's to blame

So I lie awake, hope and pray
The emptiness I feel inside would just go away
But it's plain to see, what's killing me
I've realised how much I really need you

Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain
I know you were always there
Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad
I know you were always there
I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear
Where do I go from here?
Where do I go from here?

I'm standing out here in the rain, feeling like a fool again
Stuck in the life I'm leading, feeling like a love life beaten
Don't leave me out here in the cold, don't make me walk alone a lonely road

So I lie awake, hope and pray
The emptiness I feel inside would just go away
But it's plain to see, what's killing me
I've realised how much I really miss you

Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain
I know you were always there
Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad
I know you were always there
I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear
Where do I go from here?
Where do I go from here?