Love like lies

I don't dream much anymore
'Cos sleep don't come easy for
A fool who's failed at everything
There's no way that I'm making it through
I don't feel myself at all
As you rise I slowly fall
So I choke and I ache
On my own jealously
No I'll never be happy for you

(Oh no)
You can't rely on me
(I don't know)
If I can rely on you
(I'm no good)
Don't ever rely on me
Just let me rely on you

Well I know it's self absorbed
But I'd like to be adored
I know it's fake but I can't relate
To the world in the way that you do
I don't see the point at all
As my skin begins to crawl
So I laugh and I drink so that nobody sees
It's a lie that I'm selling to you

No love
Just lies