Throughout the fields of unshaded grace

Throughout the fields of unshaded grace
Within the land of the never ending sun
With all the appropriate compliance, I strive
For the sunset, for all time from now to then

I cannot free myself from the memory
Warmth surrounding me

In the darkest corner of my mind
A childish joy overwhelming me
While aggrieving insects
Smashing rocks on them
A wholeheartedly joy
Aggrieving, crushing
It fills me from the navel to the chaff

Now, as I refuse to soar myself above others
It's getting cold, deep inside of me
It's been a decision of my mind, not of heart
A coldness that makes me shiver
Catches up to me, displaces warmth
Abiding my decision
I ache for the times I was free

To unleash this childish joy and warmth
(The decision was made somehow)
To unleash this childish joy and warmth
(It was without my anticipation)

It's a long way from home one to the other side
A fucked up journey

When you try to walk away from yourself
From the darkest corner of your mind
(The decision was made somehow)
(It was without your anticipation)

Into the never-ending sunset
The memory, a so-called friend
Is always accompanying me
Torturing me by reflecting what I was

I cannot free myself from the memories
In the land of the never ending sun