Garden of eroticism

Through the abundant life your ability
release my infidelity swollen ovaries of
temptation
shall I dare submerge myself with
obsession ?
trapped by lust, nudity an obscenity
shading its darkness with light fooled,
I am drawn toward the gate of jade
garden gates forever trap me, forever
to tend her fields rewarded with the
fruits of life take another bite, fate
seizes me
I am punished by my loyalty to her
desire
garden of eroticism hemaphrodelia
punished by my loyalty to her
salocrophobia - testostrodelia.