Fits and starts

I am tearing down everything
Oh, I'm starting from scratch, yea
I could waste my time trying to convince you but I'm done
I'm done wasting time

I'm losing my grip on what matters most to me again
The struggle, it chokes me
Burn my thoughts and suffocate me on the rising mist
I'll try to breathe you in

I'll walk away if you won't leave
And I'll take only what's left of me
Drown my thoughts and strangle any thoughts I have of you
What can I do to destroy a nightmare I so adore?

Lost in sorrow, trapped in torment
And falling fast
Find the courage, start all over
Alive at last
I am free
And tonight it begins
I say farewell

Clear my mind, spill my thoughts
I tried to figure out why no one hears all the lies
So obvious in their eyes
You know you're right
I'm out of time
How can I destroy a nightmare I so adore?

Lost in sorrow, trapped in torment
And falling fast
Find the courage, start all over
Alive at last
I am free
And tonight it begins
I say farewell

Abandoned and broken I rise above!

I pull on the thread and it breaks
Unraveling quick, what is left now?
I'm starting to see but I'm dying to know
I am dying to know
May the past die swiftly and the path shine brightly
No more fear, only dreams that will come true at last

Lost in sorrow, trapped in torment
And falling fast
Find the courage, start all over
Alive at last
I am free
And tonight it begins
I say farewell

I say farewell
(I say farewell)
To giving up