The shade moves

The shade moves from green to red
On this cold autumn morning I lay in my bed
And it's so hard to feel
When the air has grown cold
And some wounds never heal

So I keep waiting for this
Moment to end when another was missed
And it's always sad to see
That no one is waiting for me

As memories go down the drain
I'm walking on water till the temperature changed
And it's so hard for me
To get up each morning and continue to breathe

So I keep waiting for this
Moment to end when another was missed
And it's always sad to see
That no one is waiting for me

These clothes never seem to fit
I'm wasting away and I'm losing my grip
And it's so hard to change
The harder I've tried, I just end up the same