Journey to the end of my life

Every night I go to bed
And take a trip inside my head
And I wonder exactly what my purpose is
Do I live to see one hundred
Am I rich? Am I poor? What's the score?

I don't wanna be suprised

I wanna take a journey to the end of my life
Cause I just wanna see what it's like
Am I loved?Am I hated?
In your face
Or understated
How old will I be when I die?
Do I turn out alright?

Is my fate up to me
Or is it run by a computer
Will my kids go to school or stay at home
In the future
Is there peace?Is there war?What's the score?

I don't wanna be suprised

I wanna take a journey to the end of my life
Cause I just wanna see what it's like
Am I loved?Am I hated?
In your face
Or understated
How old will I be when I die?
Do I turn out alright?

I just wanna see what goes on
The chance to put it right before it goes wrong
Certain things I say that I regret
And erase them all. Erase them all
Save my friends so they don't get hurt
Get the mustard stain off my favourite shirt
Have more vision than a crystal ball
A crystal ball( x2)

I don't wanna be suprised

I wanna take a journey to the end of my life
Cause I just wanna see what it's like
Am I loved?Am I hated?
In your face
Or understated
How old will I be when I die? (x3)