It's got to be me

I don't care for what's coming next
It's a matter of saying,
Of seeing the right context
I give up
The hindmost dog may catch the hare
But I never catch nothing it's startlingly unfair
I give up, it's enough

It's go to be me,
And I don't wanna waste more time
I want to ream freely
With the best designed
But I collapse
Yes I collapse
In my own traps

Aaha!
Whaah!

I don't think you'll ever understand
By what I mean when I say that I'm Alice in Wonderland
I give up
I share my life with the Deadly Doubts
I'm the ostrich girl grow my head in a hole in the ground
I give up it's enough

It's go to be me,
When I'm forced to bide my time
I want to ream freely
But with the most enlightened
I go blind
I go blind
Witgh jealousy
I give up
On my own luck

It's got to be me,
And I don't wanna
I want to ream freely
With the most divine
But I collapse
Yes I collapse

It's got to be me,
And I don't wanna
I want to ream freely
With the most desired
But I collapse
Yes I collapse
In my own traps
I give up
On my own luck