Sea of mirrors

It doesn't really matter how many thoughts you waste on it - at the end of the day isn't worth it t
That's you flushing your life down the toilet blaming everyone. As well you forget that you're the one left here
Pointing fingers to everyone making wrong decisions as you always did - you're the one to blame
Wrong! Did you really think you would be free - broken as you've always been
If you start to think straight you'll see that you got all what you needed
Drowning in so filthy and now you can't even breath
I'm the one who turned life into nightmare - the one who pulled the strings to take you down
And smash all your living dream
I'm I able to take just what I want and leave, everything behind cuz I feel sick, I'm sick of it
No I never wanted - it's not my choice - I'm supposed to believe in love
Am I able to take just what I want and leave - who do you think you are? You left all
What we used to trust behind what you became - what are you?
(It's ironic how the world turns you into something you're not supposed to be what am I supposed to be)