Ego painted grey

I feel the pain but I'm afraid to cry
All the time, desperate hiding tears
My life is boring and I count the days
On and on, woe is here to stay

Only if God would show a sign for me
Oh, Only if God could hold my begging hands

This endless tortures building up my rage
Holding on, hide my agony
I'm getting weary just to be alive
All I want is help

So, you dove into the dark beyond yourself
Lost your way to find the surface once again
Insomnia will kill all your solemn nights, oh!
Haunting your despair

Sorrow made your life a living hell
Lights are fading
Caught inside the black-holed inner self
Ego painted grey

Insomnia will hold
Pleasures in a shell
And your defiant stare!

Sorrow made your life a living hell
Lights are fading
Caught inside the black-holed inner self
Ego painted grey