Lonely lover

I couldn't see
To scared to be
Trapped in a spell
In history

You're the one that I'll love
the one that I'll keep
like a secret dove
hidden in my sleeve
hidden in my past
more than memory
without you my heart
wouldn't beat in me

One night
One fight
Just you and me
And I was to be

My own enemy
My heart like a fist
Couldn've been a gun
Only to resist

Only to resist
Until the new sun
Of another day
Until I could run

My lonely lover
I just left you here
And went to the lake
To wash my hands

You're the one that I'll love
the one that I'll keep
like a secret dove
hidden in my sleeve
hidden in my past
more than memory
without you my heart
wouldn't beat in me