My own angel

Another day I wake up to, to the emptiness
Once more again, I can't feel, none of this is real
All I have now is seeing you in this picture
I don't know how to go on living in the dark

I'm still loving all the times
We spent sharing, side by side
And I can't get used to being oh so low, alone

It was a hard winter, there was no life in me
After your death, but then
Spring came back with a secret seed
You have not left me alone
A part of you is here growing in me

I'm still loving all the times
We spent sharing, yeah, side by side
And I'm starting to have some hope inside me, maybe

Time passes by so fast, my hope has become real
After its birth, no hurt
You've given me a life, oh a brand new life
You have not left me alone
The love we shared I see, eternally

I'm still loving all the times
We spent sharing, yeah, side by side
I can even see your eyes when I look into his

Now look at him, so sure he seems
I think he feels he's never alone
He will be strong, at least I hope
He has the gift to live like you, without you

He knows the steps that you took in this world
And with conviction says: My own angel will guide me
My own angel guides my heart

I'm still loving all the times
We spent sharing, side by side
And I feel surrounded by you when I am embracing our son
(My own angel will guide me)

Although you have gone, you will be here forever