Remember to feel real

So here's the truth:
You were right all along,
They were never my friends
And I was living a lie
But I wont fall for it next time.

You figured me out
I'm like a leaf in the wind
I try and find who I am but wind up lost in the end.

Somtimes it's hard to know whats real when you're not
'Cause you know I change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me
But I'm sick of trying so hard.

Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Every day i'm just making my rounds, just digging a home
six feet underground.

Sometimes it's hard to know what's real when you're not.
'Cause you know I change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me.
But I'm sick of trying so hard.

Waste all your time with me.
I know I'm a mess right now.
Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Nothing's here for me but you.