Embers of aeon

Words are spoken in fear
I am obsessed by thy odour
I cannot endure this pain
Passion runs through my veins

Something changes my point of view
Am I allowed to get the clue
I become afraid of myself
There is nobody here to keep me safe

Is this the reason I won't live anymore
Will it be relieving when my body hits the floor
Is this the point where my dreams become true
Or will I meet another pain to get through

With mingled feelings I turn myself to thee
Thy lavish splendour threatens to scorch me
I regret that I quit my terrestrial being
But nevertheless the die is cast

Wish that I could, wish that I could, wish that I could fly
Wish that I could, wish that I could, wish that I could die
Die in a way no words can say
Die I pray, my life goes astray

Sick of lying, sick of trying
Tired of waiting for someone who helps me

Wish that I could, wish that I could, wish that I could flee
Wish that I could, wish that I could, wish that I could soothe thee
Try to be brave enough to follow thee
Canst thou not see my supreme obeisance to thee

Immortality a gift from hell
Or banishment from heaven

Is this the reason I won't live anymore
Will it be relieving when my body hits the floor
Is this the point where my dreams become true
Or will I meet another pain to get through

Something changes my point of view
Am I allowed to get the clue
I become afraid of myself
There is nobody here to keep me safe

With mingled feelings I turn myself to thee
Thy lavish splendour threatens to scorch me
I regret that I quit my terrestrial being
But nevertheless the die is cast