Time as an imploding unit/waiting for green

I hear the clock tick on the wall,
I'm not older, I am cold.
I see the hope inside you die,
You're not older, you implode.

I am, waiting for an answer to,
All the lies, they told to try and spoil you.

We were, half a mile away from you,
Facing why, facing white.
Can't have, lost the sweetness of your heart,
While waiting for green, waiting for green.

I have grown up, you are grown,
And feeling stronger, feeling stronger.
Memories fade but regrets just make them,
Stay forever, last forever.
I have grown up, you are grown
And feeling stronger, feeling stronger.
Memories fade but regrets just make them,
Stay forever, last forever.

Growing up, growing up, growing up, growing up,
Growing up, growing up, growing up, growing up,
Growing up, growing up, growing up, growing up,
Growing up, growing up, growing up, growing...

Everything you left me was the same as I (can),
Everything you wanted was the same as I (can),
Everything you needed was the same as I can.