Used to

People tell me I don't look as good as I used to
And they say I don't act as nice as I used to
But they don't know the heartbreak and the pain I've gone through
I'm not loved by the woman who used to
Somebody else lives in the same house I used to and he kisses the same lips I used to
My ex calls him darling and all I can do is pretend but there's really no used to
I used to think life was a song if it is I've been singing it wrong
World please forgive anything I might do but it's more than my heart can get used to
[ steel ]
Yes it's more than my heart can get used to