N.y.e

I think I drank too much
I'm still afraid of growing up
And slowin' down too soon
When the fireworks go off
Balloons will fall the ball it drops
This is New Years
I wanted to let you know
I thought of you
It's all for you
I changed the way
I thought of you
Revolving you
The sun the moon
And seasons change
They fall for you

The runaround
Exhausted you
The snow we watched
Defrosts to rain
It's pouring down
On top of you
The words we want, to take away
So we take back the shit that we say cuz it got in the way
All the feelins that stay will escape
But repeatedly come back on days like today
To display this array on my day, on my face it is written
I can't stop and listen
I'm sitting here wishing that I could dismiss it
But the money and women don't help with decisions
There's no place like home but I'm focused on living
Don't know my limits
The sky is my feeling
No fucks that I'm giving
I might need a minute
Tell Lord I've been sinning
I'm holding my hands and I pray for forgiveness
I might need a minute

I think I drank too much
I'm still afraid of growin' up
And slowin' down too soon
Slowin' down too soon
When the fireworks go off, balloons will fall the ball it drops
This is New Years
I wanted to let you know
I thought of you
It's all for you
I changed the way
I thought of you
Revolving you
The sun the moon
And seasons change
They fall for you