Depressive winds

Time, Precious thing escaping from my hands
Turns my dreams into sand
Bitterness,mediocrity taste I thought I'd die with the sun
My depressive winds are blowing on me
As I'm trapped in the path of my destiny
Shame, Failure 's stench torments me with pain
Agonising pride ends its reign
Bitterness,mediocrity taste I thought I'd die with the sun
My depressive winds are blowing on me
As I'm trapped in circus of tragedy
Cold…I see the last sunbeam dying
Another frightening evening
Tonight I must avoid blades
If ever my sanity fades
There is so few alternatives
To my disappointment
Do you know what the relief it gives
To be sometimes extremely violent?

No! Let's have a drink before
Alcohol makes me clearer
And I have so much things to forget
I feel tonight to research a young target
I must find a young young angel
To remember my innocence
Oh lovely little girl It's not your day of chance
I must find a young young angel
To give my life a sens
Oh lovely little girl
Feel my malevolance

Tears of time
In her blood I wash my defeats
Purify
In her womb I search my spirit
Recognize
She listens to her future mates
Crying entombed in my garden
She's not the first one
Oh no,Ididn't want to do that
I am sorry I just need some company
I just wanna some love
End. Learns me I'm no longer immortal
Traumatising event poisons my soul
Bitterness, mediocrity taste I thought I'd die with the sun
My depressive winds are blowing on me
As I know death will not forget me.