Keeping myself

So she says, that shes great thank you
And smiles, though she has no cares
But her eyes, reveal a deeper notion
Holding back you're hiding there

Give you praise, 'A' grade student
They place, you're name upon a wall
Is this all, for their expectations
Surely deeper the reasons more
Yeah surely deeper theres something more?

Today this day is another display
Of human fraitly, lives thrown away
And it seems so strange I'm
Keeping myself to myself!?

You've a love, that goes much deeper
And a gift, that is for all
But to share, would mean the earth would tremble
Instead you choose to keep it stored

And we say, we want to make a difference
To serve, the one who tests our hearts
But instead we choose to please the people
That is where the problem starts!

For I know my days are numbered
Take me over consume my everything