Complicated issue

It's every day and it's every week
Body's numb and I'm incomplete
I'm counting fingers when my hands
Are bound, well it's a complicated issue
My disease of addiction, love spilt win
Can you heal my persistence
My disease of addiction

Can't find my destiny to nowhere
Hands cannot bleed for me no more
Can you find destiny to somewhere
Dreams do not sleep with me no more!

Another day and it's another week
A life in pain on a tethered leash
I got a feeling burning deep inside
I know that something ain't right now

Within the hour I'll be dead as yet
I'm yet to live but I can't forged
Still counting fingers while my hands
Are bound, and it's a complicated issue