Wasting the years

What have I done
To deserve this kind of isolation?
Just tell me what went wrong

The silence is getting louder
Its making my head explode
How long can it last?

Voices in my head
Telling me I've lost
You and me

I face the white walls around me
And the dead flies on the floor
Feels like they are watching me

Is this the price I have to pay
Because I left you
Lost in somewhere along the way!

And I'm wasting all my years for you
All my time with you, I felt so sad
And I'm wasting all my tears for you
I wish that you have see me crying

And now I'm on my knees for you
And I wonder if you ever think of me
Tell me why I was not strong enough
To deal with the pain you caused