I could just die

I'm not waving I'm drowning
I'm not kidding around &
I'm so happy to be here
Well that's just a lie
Cause I'm not flying I'm sinking
I'm not pretty in pink &
I'm so happy to be here
That I could just die

And I know that the good times they come and go
But I know that it just ain't right to be feeling so low
And they say that this feeling I'm feeling that it too shall pass
But I tell you this feeling I'm feeling's a pain in the
(ask me no questions I'll tell you no lies
I'm all out of alibis)

I'm not happy I'm hopeless
I'm not hanging I'm ropeless
I'm so happy to be here
Well that's just a lie
I'm not joyful I'm jaded
I ain't blue I'm just faded
I'm so happy to be here
That I could just die

And I sure wish that somehow tomorrow didn't look like today
But I know when you walked out the door you walked out to stay
And I know I should pick myself up and move on but I'm stuck
And it's days like today when you know I just don't give a
(far and away the most wonderful day was the day that you said you'd be mine)

I'm not waiting I've waited
I'm no hero I'm hated
I'm so happy to be here
Well that's just a lie
I'm not hardup I'm hurtin
I'm not smart but I'm certain
I'm so happy to be here
That I could just die