I wish i knew what i meant by that

When I said what I said about not giving a damn
That you'd be happier without me as your man
When I said that I didn't think you needed me anymore
And I turned and walked right on out your door

I wish I knew were my head was at
And I wish I knew just what I meant by that

When I said I couldn't stand another night
When I said to you honey that this thing didn't feel right
When I said that we might just be happier on our own
When I said that we both needed some time alone

I really think I must've been full of crap
Because I wish I knew what I meant by that

When I said that you weren't the one for me
That I couldn't be tied down I had to set myself free
When I said I didn't think that this thing would work
That you deserved better than this old jerk

I wish I knew where my head was at
I wish I knew what I meant by that

When I said that I didn't think we should give it one more try
When I said that if I thought it could work that'd be a lie
When I said that this thing just couldn't work out fine
You know I must've been clear going out of my mind

I know for sure that I was full of crap
Because I really wish I knew what I meant by that