Fear and loathing

It started years ago, this curse that stains my soul.
I'd worked my fingers down to their fucking bones.
Weary from a dogday's work i only wanted sleep.
But as i crept into my bed i lay awake 'til dawn.

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Can't destroy!
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Lost all joy!

From this day on 'til now at night i found no rest.
The horror of insomnia began to effect my life.
My sight started to blur, i stumbled through the days.
People talked behind my back, "must be a junkie-ass"

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Into me!
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Can't you see?

Walked the zombie-stomp
Deaf, dumb and blind

Can't remember very well, what happened next to me.
But what i know is that i argued with my boss.
I smashed his head and left, walked home to kill myself.
Sitting here with opened veins, wait for eternal sleep!

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Free of pain
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To the death
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Gone insane
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Final breath