Free fall

I fucking lost myself again
In the heat of the moment
It's a lost cause, I know it
I try to be open

Still this feast will unfold
You dine and you know
How you corrupt my mind
But you can never destroy my hope

I lost myself again stuck in a free fall
You play the game - you always win
In the heat of the moment
I lost myself again, your spirit is killing me
Stuck in free fall - pictures and memories
You play the game - you always win

I know things will remain the same
I know I didn't fix anything

So I aim to pretend this won't happen again
You can disrupt my mind
But you can never destroy my hope

You can laugh, you can smile
Feel your heart is open - let your spirit free
In this light I think I'm starting to see

I know that you're leaving me
And I wish I could feel apathy
Every time I close my eyes
All I see is your anatomy
A taste of what it used to be
Pictures and memories