Nobody knows

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
Now I'm dying inside
Nobody knows it but me

Like a clown, I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
That I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just
Tumbling down
I can see it so clearly
But you don't know we're around

Nights are lonely, days so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
Now I'm missing you
Nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me

I lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if I thought you would hear me
My heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me

How broken I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A billion words couldn't say
Just how I feel
A million years from now you'll know it
I'll be loving you still

Nobody knows it
No, nobody knows it
Nobody, nobody
Sitting and the nights are lonely

Nobody knows it
No, nobody but me