I won’t commit a suicide

I was thinking about my life
I figured out that all I do is a loss of time
People say for me to change
But I will do the things of my own way
And if you are ready to go
So continue and don’t stop of
Dream about the life you want to yourself

So let me I waste my time
If I recall the life is mine
Hours, hours go by
And I'm responsible for

I have my own kind of fun
I'll not kill myself with a gun
However much you wanted
I will not commit a suicide

My happiness depend on me
But I already knew of that since I was fifteen
The nerd, the fat, the boy, the young
You should not accept this kind of things of no one
And if you are ready to go
So continue and don’t stop of
Dream about the life you want to yourself