Meaning to write

Turn off the music I can't stand this Band
And I really should get something done today
Hey I've meaning to write you a postcard
But it's so hard, it's so hard, it's so hard.

First thing tomorrow I give up these fags
Save all my money buy a brand new hat
Not to mention how life would be prolonged
But I'm not strong, I'm not strong, I'm not that strong.

Yesterday was the same as today
It's all a blur but still I do for charm
Although it's raining alot I force a smile
But meanwhile, meanwhile, meanwhile.

I wonder if the folks outside can see
Inside my place where I sit in the nude
But I'm not crazy, I'm a butterfly
I can fly, i can fly, i can fly.