Memories (feat. hedless)

The darkness swallows the memories I have within
Filling my brain with depression I tried rejecting them
But it overpowers me, the monster is released
I tapped into the vengeance you deserved when you left me
Empty from the memories I once kept secret and only now do I feel like breaking
Now I can feel I break from me, the darkest clouds forming
You take me away (away) so far away (away)
This feels so far from you its been so hard (I miss you)
You broke my heart I'll kill you
And take everything back from you

Away, away from what you said
I can feel the toxications racing in my head
Today, today her blood sheds
You turned psycho changing her white clothes to red.
Became!!! That image she once feared
Couldn't even look at her reflection in the mirror
Betrayed! Until that day comes
She runs and she runs until that day comes

You took my pain away from me
You took my tears away from me
You took my breath away from me
You will not take these memories

Away from what you said
I can feel the toxication burning in my head
And it lasts for days, every second feels like? Minutes
The science of the biological forces within it
Its the primitive, something different I can't take it
Takin' over my brain cavity, waves left vacant
So I sing songs reminding me of these bad dreams
Imagining life without these bad dreams

I'm lying here awake
Thinking about what you did to me
I'm runnin' through my head
With all these old memories
I'm layin' here and can't sleep
I'm steady countin' these sheep
And now I'm thinking about
Givin' myself a lobotomy
You apologize but
There's no need for apologies
It was all lies
Every single word you said to me
My memory is the only thing
Thats left of me
I hope you die
Cuz' you're already dead to me