Give it a name

If I could find the time
I?d find the time to sit and hold your hand
Try like hell to make you understand
I know you wonder why I?ve got so much trouble on my mind
You think I chose this?
And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this?
And still I can?t decide... is it all a blessing in disguise?
My whole life flashes before my eyes
And I realize we are not-so-perfect-strangers
I know you can?t believe how we perceive things so differently
You think I chose this?
You think I chose this?
You chose this path for me
If I could, I would turn back the hands of time
Do it all again, maybe then you?d see what makes me tick
I know you wonder why I?ve got so much trouble on my mind
You think I chose this?
And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this?
And still I can?t decide...
Is it all a blessing in disguise...
In disguise?