Heart attack
BumblefootAnd knocks the antenna off onto the bed
And it lands on the chest of this still ball of stress
7am and the pendulum swayed
I hear myself cry out in peace and in pain
The timebomb explodes and my heart ignites
With a burst of white light pure as the first taste of life
It paralyzed and freed me, it stunned and released me
It summarized me in a word I can't say
And all of my life was shown to me at once
And I saw the total of who I'd become
As if in the end we add up to a number
Like finding the answer to all that you are
Afraid if I move I might trigger my own death
So gently I cling to control over my breath
My left shoulder burning from all I've been carrying
Buried alive under my collapsed chest
I lift as my sense of what maters has changed
For I saw the eyes of a Heavenly face
That waits in a place that I no longer fear
As I cherish my every last day I'm still here…
What probably will get me is a car crash in Jersey
And I just can't wait anymore