Die without hope

I have never felt so fucking numb
In front of the mirror with a loaded gun
Every word you read is stained in blood
This gets sick, cause I'm mind fucked

I've died and my body turned to rust
An empty carcass left to rot, back to dust
Like a casket in a shallow grave
Out of sight, but I promise I will never go away

These words may all sound the same
I have bled to death on every page
Watch as my heart turns to stone
Watch me die without hope

I don't want to break your heart with mine
Everything I know about life is a lie
This is what I feared the most.
Wanting love but chasing ghosts

And it won't matter when I forget your name
You know exactly what I am
And you know I love the pain
Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name

Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name

And it won't matter when I forget your name
You know exactly what I am
And you know I love the pain
Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name

I have never felt so fucking numb
In front of the mirror with a loaded gun
Every word you read is stained in blood
This gets sick, cause I'm mind fucked

These words may all sound the same
I have bled to death on every page
Watch as my heart turns to stone
Watch me die without hope

Watch as my heart turn to stone
Watch me die without hope

And it won't matter when I forget your name
You know exactly what I am
And you know I love the pain
Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name