At this time in my life

At this time in my life very conscious of who I am
I know that who I am doesn't matter
All the chatter that goes on between
As we talked around what we really mean
Really makes me wonder
At this time in my life
(At this time in my life)
A feeling I can't control
is creeping up inside my soul and growing
What is it all about
Wouldn't knowing help me to work it out
I can't be afraid of thunder
At this time in my life
(At this time in my life x2)

At this time in my life let me stop
let me take control of myself and be me
I can see me in a few years
trying to see where reality has gone

I won't let it take me under
At this time in my life
I won't let it take me under
At this time in my life