Down and out

Everything you do, you do in vain
But i try to endure, to take the pain
My heart beats still, but all hope is gone
Life turns off as easily as it turns on

What will happen to me when i die
I don't wanna go to heaven
And in hell's where i've been all my life
All my life

I have outlived the usefulness of my life
I'll end it all with this poisoned knife
I hate myself and i want to die
I'm not worthy to be alive

What will...

Those who plan to go to heaven
Behave as if on drugs
Ain't no heaven, ain't no hell
Just get eaten by bugs

What will...