Innuendo and out the other

Write a letter to yourself about yourself:
Boring us with every detail
Someday i'd like to land
-as bitter as i am-
Nothing affects me anymore

There's something when all the efforts
You have made are hiding in your room,
While everyone else,
Continues to stand
Exactly
Where i most belong

In u en do
And out the other

We case or lines in to an ocean
Of future cluttering its waters
Calling in more than we can swallow