Look for the sun

I'm crying and I don't know
watching the sky
I search an answer
I'm free, free to be
I'm not another liar
I just want to be myself… myself
And now the beat inside me
is a sort of a cold breeze
and I've never any feeling inside
ruining me…
bring my body
carry it into another world
I know I live… but like a stone I'm falling down
I pray, looking into the sky
I can feel this rain
right now it's falling on me
fly, I just want to fly
life is all mine
some days I cry alone,
but I know I'm not the only one
I'm here, another day is gone
I don't want to die…?