Going lonely

Relationships work out rarely
This is the product of being lonely
You've been working so hard for things that didn't matter
[??]...this far just to watch them all shatter
Selfish[?] dreams in the end
In the end we can pretend
We both know we're better off alone

Should I run away from my mistakes before it's too late
Why do I always give away my heart
I've been waiting for you for so long
But it's too early
I don't want to wake up next to you any more

So this is goodbye
It's been so long
So so long goodnight

I'll hurt myself once again
I'll call it off, we'll just be friends
Just thinking of you with him
And you know
So it'll just be the same as before
Should I even try? Should just stop.

Should I run away from my mistakes before it's too late
Why do i always give away my heart
I've been waiting for you for so long
But it's too early
I don't want to wake up next to you anyway
Anyway

I tried so hard. Nothing worked out
I was falling apart, when I was falling for you
I'll walk away
I'll just run away where can I go
When I'm better off alone

Should I run away from my mistakes before it's too late
Why do I always give away my heart
I've been waiting for you for so long
But it's too early
I don't want to wake up next to you

I don't want to live this way
I don't want to waste my time with you
Relationship work out rarely.
They're just the product of being lonely