Outside jokes

dramamine and an old fur coat
I liked you more when I didn't know you
seventeen throwing doughnuts from
abandoned roofs we had crooked teeth

outside jokes told by old best friends
beat the kids with orange hotwheels tracks
bumblebees flying without wings
disappointed in the way they sting
cigarettes that you never lit
safe inside your pocket
don't tell me that you're not sorry
cause I already know

cut along the dotted lines
remove me from you
jealous of soft white lovers
and it's not a triangle
maybe a rectangle
I'm knitting bulletproof vests
every drink makes me older
it seems the future's so far away
so far away
the future's far away :*