Random reality shift

This little runaway
Against the golden cusp
She screams words of distrust
To tease me, as the motor turns to thrust
Her skin the tone of rust
Her eyes burning with lust

I pray in disbelief, this day be done
Little switchblade sister, dreaming of guns

Your courage of disease, it's strengthening me
Oh, I'll pull the trigger hun, and watch it blow up

All this I have wanted and more, while I live in the back
I wish the past could come take it back
So I can start it all over

All this I have pushed to endure, just to find out it's breaking me
Disgustingly fit into unhappily with the absolute questions

Is this what I need? Do I even feel this?

This burdens mine alone
This world will never know
As I live with it in tow

All this I have wanted and more, while I live in the back
I wish the past could come take it back
So I can start it all over

All this I have pushed to endure, just to find out it's breaking me
Disgustingly fit into unhappily with the absolute questions

Is this what I need? Do I even feel this?

Oh, I need a break from these random reality shifts
And mood swings

All good boys run home to mommy,
But you're not afraid no more
Go in through the front door
And give em hell buddy

Oh, I think I made a mess, I made a mess

All this I have wanted and more, while I live in the back
I wish the past could come take it back
So I can start it all over

All this I have pushed to endure, just to find out it's breaking me
Disgustingly fit into unhappily with the absolute questions

I can't find the answers to this life
I can't find the answers to

I don't think there are any, when there is just nothing
I don't think there are any, when there is just nothing
Hold on to what you have, never let go
Find out what happens in the truth blow below
Oh I think I made a mess, I made a mess