My mistake

I feel alive when I'm alone to get away from everyone
The feeling stops and falls away when I get through to you
I don't get what I will be
Full upon immorality
I don't care what I have done
I just want it gone

I don't get secure just like you do

I wrote a song for every one and now it's gone and said and done
I walk and fall down to my knees, this isn't happening to me
Crumble to a dust and fade away
It's my mistake

Now I'm staring at the truth
I don't know what I cannot do
My breath, it sinks into my mouth
And I don't let it through
Can't believe what I can see
Nothing but negativity
I don't want what you will be
Just stay away from me