What i thought

Far away from me, perhaps this is the best solution.
Drown in the abyss of your mediocrities,
Return to life as a loser - smile lazily at your "rebel" past...
Disappear into the crowd that not long ago you hated and accused,
But which, after all, isn't so different from you...
You're deeply attracted,
A new existence falling into same old routines.
Foreseeable actions, you're nothing without them.
It doesn't run in your veins /
Can't be assimilated by your mind.