Blown it again

I've done it I've blown it again
Gone and lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it it's gonna end
I've done it, I've blown it again
[Repeat]

Finally I'm seeing clearly
I'm writing this so you can hear me
How did I get it in my head that you could do me wrong? No.
Since I got to know you better
I found that I was glad I met ya
Why did I listen to those lies when you were standing there forme?

Why did I never tell you? Why did I not say? Why did I push itaway?
Why did I never trust ya? I could have told you all my fears
All those years, now I'm ashamed of my ways

I've done it I've blown it again
Gone and lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it, it's gonna end
I've done it, I've blown it again
[Repeat]

Diggin up the heart within me
Dismay is the only feeling I see
I have to say my heart ain't what it could be
Open up the box and tell me what it should be
You can't free you boot if it ain't gone fly
You can't live a life if you don't ask why
Such a thing as too much information, trapped inside thiscondemnation.

Why did I never tell you? Why did I not say? Why did I push itaway?
Why did I never trust ya? I could have told you all my fears
All those years, now I'm ashamed of my ways

I've done it I've blown it again
Gone and lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it it's gonna end
I've done it, I've blown it again

I've done it I've blown it again
Gone and lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it

Sorry, you said it, my motor mouth done and did it again,exceeding speed limit and now I'm
feelin it.
I'm knee deep in it, ready to roll like a jeep with the keys init, so give me three minutes.
'Cause I admit it, I was wrong with no right to expect, maybe youmight just accept my apology
even though it feels funny, 'cause when a penny dropped I'm like"Oh my gosh I killed Kenny!"
I can't believe I'd end up dissin' a friend, man I shoulda knownbetter than to listen to them.
With their see through poisonous lies, deceitful, made you thelast one on my list to speak to,
yeah.
Sticks and stones break bones and kill. Word wounds take long toheal.
I was wrong for real and I ain't even gon' try to deny, 'cause Imissed the mark and I missed
it wide.

I've done it I've blown it again
Gone and lost my one true friend
If I can't stop it it's gonna end
I've done it, I've blown it again
[Repeat]